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There is a song called Despair,
It rings, flys, and falls from the air.
Keeping in mind life is illusion,
I walk through torment, filth, and confusion.
I try to decipher the puzzle of the mind,
keeping love to myself,
this is the blind leading the blind.
A source of light is what you become,
singing to me though I'm deaf and dumb.
Keep despair your deathly sick lullaby,
and I'll keep you in my heart, so cold, so dry.
...Of Terror ...Of Terror.
I lived in a terror
of dying forever
in a fiery sullen grave.
with no light beaming
in this hostile rocky cave.
My blood would curdle and boil
in my veins,
My skin would sizzle and crisp
in acid rain
and I would be stuck with countless
usaved, decaying forever in my minds
Kissing my will to live "Goodbye,"
I surrender to torment
and begin to cry.
I cry for all the things
I had done,
Not living for You; in darkness I plunged.
My skin melted and slipped
from ivory bones,
The bones charred and cracked then
And like Prometheus who could not
I was rebuilt to suffer
and asked God "Why?"
Though He didn't speak
I knew the answer.
Instead of healing
I was the cancer.
I was the reason many
never found the Gate
and instead of believing
I chose to hate.
I once lived in terror
of dying forever
in a fiery sullen grave....
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